Friday, June 5, 2015

5 Songs Follow Up!

Hey Y’all!

Here is my follow up to the 5 songs that shaped my life post. Music has always been a really big part of my life; I am a lover of words and lyrics and I find when the right ones are set to a melody it’s just magical. My taste in music is pretty eclectic (if you haven’t noticed from the five songs mentioned) and I usually am willing to give anything a listen. 


I thought it would be neat to pull out my favorite lyrics from each of the five songs and then give a little blurb about why it’s important to me. So here goes! 

In My Life:
All these places have their moments // With lovers and friends I still can recall // Some are dead and some are living // In my life I've loved them all

The Beatles will forever be my all-time favorite band and I couldn’t have made a list without including this gem from the fab four. It was hard for me to pick just one line from it because I think the song in its entirety is really an amazing work. The thing that sticks out the most for me about this song, and this lyric, is the idea that everything has a place and a time, and even when those things fade you still have the memories. I love that idea; when I listen to this song I think about different events that have changed my life, and different places and people that I may never see again, but will always think of fondly. It’s really just a great song. 

Just a closer walk with thee:
When my feeble life is o’er //Time for me will be no more //Guide me gently, safely o’er // to Thy kingdom's shore

My great grandfather was my best friend. This sounds weird, I know, but it’s completely true. I was blessed to have him in my life for 16 and a half years and we were so close. He taught me the types of things that shape your character; he taught me to love without ceasing, to help those less fortunate, to really understand politics and stick to your convictions, and to always have faith. He had a cassette tape (throwback!) that we would listen to in his car of traditional gospels hymns and this song was on it. Every time I hear it I can’t help but smile thinking about those times spent with my best friend. 

Whispers in the Dark:
But my heart was colder when you'd gone //And I lost my head but found the one that I love // Under the sun, under the sun

Mumford and Sons is my favorite current group, and has been for quite some time. Basically, I liked them before they were cool – like back in the early days of Little Lion Man. Okay, my hipster-ness is over. Their album Babel came out during a really messy break up for me, the type of break up that when looking back you wonder why you spent so much time in that awful sulky period. Needless to say, their album really helped me during all of this and managed to put my emotions into words when I couldn’t. This line from the song is a perfect representation of the year I went through. 

Carolina In My Mind: 
In my mind I'm going to Carolina. Can't you see the sunshine, can't you just feel the moonshine? // Ain't it just like a friend of mine to hit me from behind? Yes, I'm going to Carolina in my mind.


Despite my love of country music, and using the word y’all I’m not from the South; I was born and raised in rural Northeastern PA (but honestly, there’s not too much difference from where I grew up and the South other than the accent). But I did spend four years in western North Carolina for college, and consider myself an adopted North Carolinian. Carolina In My Mind, was my theme song for those four years; it helped ease my decision to go so far from home, it helped me when I was leaving campus for a holiday or trip, it helped curb my excitement when it was time to go back, and it continues to help me remember all the wonderful memories I have there. Seriously, I heard it on the radio in Florida a few weeks ago when I was there for work and got teary eyed in my rental car. 

Parting Glass: 
But since it falls unto my lot // That I should rise and you should not // I'll gently rise and I'll softly call // Good night and joy be with you all
Sorry there was such a gap in posting - life has been a little crazy lately and honestly most nights when I get home from work I don't want to be on my computer. After 8-10 hours a day on one at work the idea of straining my eyes over anything else is less than appealing. But I'm not giving up on this, I just have to be better about it. 

Confession time: I am in love with Irish music, which isn’t surprising because I’ve studied a lot of 20th Century Irish history and what better way to understand the plight of a group of people than through listening to the music. The Parting Glass, similar to In My Life, is one of those songs where it’s hard to just pick out a few lyrics because it’s so powerful. But what I love the most about this song is that while it is about parting (be it death or moving on) it’s about taking those you love with you, and toasting them. The High Kings are incredible and their version of this song just gives me all the feels. 

So those are my songs. Completely random, no rhyme or reason, but they have shaped my life and they will continue to. I could have easily had this be a list of top 10 or maybe 20 but limiting it to 5 really makes you stop and think. Try it! I’d love to see what your top 5 list looks like!

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

5 Songs That Have Shaped My Life

Hey y’all!

I’m working from home today after a whirlwind trip for work to Florida. I know what you’re thinking, ‘wow, Florida! How cool?!’ Well, kinda. It was a 24 hour trip, almost literally; my plane landed on Sunday at 7:30pm and wheels up was Monday at 7:50pm. I honestly don’t want to bore everyone with my mundane details of a work trip, so I was trying to figure out what I was going to write about and BAM Instagram happened!

Now, you can probably tell by my use of y’all that I’m a country fan (is that stereotyping? Profiling? Oh well.) Most mornings on my way to work I listen to the Bobby Bones Show. I’ve never really listened to a radio show before but this one is so fun and light-hearted and I really just want to be friends with pretty much all of them. So on Instagram Bobby Bones had a post that showed the 5 songs that shaped his life, and the 5 songs that shaped co-host Amy’s life. What a cool idea! I decided to copy them.


Here are my 5 songs that have shaped my life in no particular order: 


So many wonderful memories come to mind looking at this list and I already know what my next blog post is going to be. Explanations for each, because I'd like this blog to dig a little deeper. 

Stay tuned. 


Saturday, May 16, 2015

College Daze



Last night, Vin, my boyfriend, and I had a date night to go see Pitch Perfect 2. We went to the Alamo Drafthouse, which is an amazing cinema, and really enjoyed the movie. It was the perfect blend of the first movie and an original and I got to drink a delicious blackberry pear cider while laughing through the film. But one of the things that stuck with me afterwards was the idea of the Barden Bellas graduating college, this happened to coincide with my undergraduate institution graduating last night.  

Y’all, college was the best time of my life. I would say to-date but I have this sneaky suspicion that things may never top those four years. I went to school 550 miles away from home in North Carolina and while the first semester was rocky the ones that followed are filled with memories of some of the most intense friendships I’ve ever had. During my time there I was able to travel the world and take advantage of amazing opportunities. But some of my most cherished memories are just average days on campus, sitting on an old porch swing with my friends and laughing.


Watching the movie last night and then coming home and seeing pictures of some of my friends graduating just really made me miss those four years. College is many things for many people and I can’t imagine a different experience for me; to think back to my first semester there when the idea of transferring was never far from my mind baffles me now. I’m thankful for the experiences I had, the friends I made and the lessons I learned during my four years in a sleepy North Carolina town. 

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Testing the Waters

Hey y’all! 
So, I’m not even sure why I’m starting this blog up. This is probably my eighty-third attempt to blog. My last one was actually a bit more successful but it was so specialized, for lack of a better term, and I felt like I couldn’t cross into the personal every day ramblings of my life because it was meant to be an outlet for dealing with anxiety. I plan on keeping up with the anxiety advocacy page (please check it out, the link is to the right) but I want this to be more than just how I deal with feel anxious about (a lot of) things.
But, I digress. THIS blog is going to just be for my ramblings. I used it back in 2011 to chronicle the six weeks I spent in France and while I had been intending to start up a new one I realized that this would work just as easily. I also had been trying to figure out a name for this thing and when I pulled up the page to this blog it just kind of clicked.
I just graduated with my Masters degree, I’m starting my job full-time on Monday and I’m finally able to step from my academic world into the “real” one. For the first time in 19 years I won’t be a student in the fall, and that’s a different thing for me; not quite scary but different. It’s time for me to just trust my instincts with everything and let go. The boundaries that were part of my life have kinda of faded away; every year was the same, school in the fall until December, then January to May same thing, a few months off and then it starts all over again. But that’s not there anymore. There’s a freedom that I’m not used to and I’m slowly falling in love with that.
This blog is going to be an outlet, it’s going to be a place that I can go to connect with others. Because, honestly, I haven’t really connected with too many people here in Northern Virginia, in fact as far as friends go it’s pretty bleak. But I’m doing what I love, I have a boyfriend that I love, and life is good.

So, let’s see where this takes us.